Heroism
I want to be a hero that saves everyone, yet I cannot even save myself.
Situation
I was watching My Hero Academia and the main character gave a conviction that he must save everyone. His monologue connected with me and rilled me up with excitement before his fight scene and desire to be better, for myself and others.
My Desire
I crave to change the world, to make life easier for others. To help people through intense struggles. Yet I struggle to wake up early, eat healthy, and work on productive tasks.
I don’t believe everyone must be saved, but people need a saviour. Someone to look up to. Someone who they can relieve their internal stress onto, and move more successfully in the future. It pains me to see people who bottle their fears, stress, and struggles into themselves, while no support is provided by society to help them.
If I can be the choosen one, without doing any work, without being judged or criticism that would be ideal.
Heroism is a fantasy
So, heroism is a fantasy not a reality. I and many other people crave to be heros, but if they were to actually become heros they would hate thems and not act as the hero they planned to be.
